yes I have a new blog
I have reason to believe someone is playing with my emails
I am therefore unable to give you my new blog addy at the mo
please know that Im ok
that I will be working on this issue tomorrow and as soon as i can I will be in touch with you all
I am blessed by all my friends and familys love and support
onwards and upwards
lots of love
jen
if you would like to start reading my new blog leave a message here and I will give you the link
Im staying at a friends houseshes very supportive
Im fine
Mr W and I have split up
I will blog when I can
unfortunately I cant get into my email contacts at the mo
email me if you wish and have my email address
I will have to change my blog name sometime
This came from my silverbeet/lettuce garden

I gave it to Mr Wonderful after it had been cooked
Your in mylife again
and I dont want you
you make me tired oh so tired
exhausted
sad
deep
dark
and overwhelming
if the mum aint happy no ones happy
good old mum
always comes down to mum
oh yeah I laugh
my friends make me smile
but when im on my own and all alone I focus on you and I cry
You dont know what Im going throu
do you care?
I dont think so
whats happened to us


Our Little Man and I had a busy day today. We started off going to the bank, then went to get rid of our recycles, library, park for just 1/2 an hour and lastly we did the paper run.
Our Little Man enjoyed delievering the papers – I allowed him to take a few to the people’s doors including one of our home schooling friends whom gets the paper. She finally gave Daniel a toy tractor shes been talking about giving him. She was going to take it to the dump.
When we got home “bob the builder” referring to his daddy set about fixing it – it was a bit broken. He of course needed a helper


this afternoon went out to lunch at Burger King with Mr Wonderful, Our Little Man and a friend of Mr Wonderfuls whose been living in Aussie and is coming home to live again
After the paperrun I cooled off under a sprinkler Mr Wonderful brought
Had an evening to myself. Mr Wonderful took Our Little Man to a friends house. I went on facebook on our spare Apple computer

My Home Schooler came home today
while we were waiting Our Little Man called out his (Our home schoolers) name several times. I asked if he was calling out to his brother and he said yes and that he wanted him back right now!!!
and I am going to do his paper run 2 more days – he wants me to – I dont mind – hes paying me for it

Even though its holiday time some of the Home Schoolers got together at the park

Tonight I sit here SORE but happy
today we went to church. I ended up crying in church we were watching a dvd and the message was about the fact that God cares about us personally even though He is so awesome and great and we are so small compared to him. No matter what we are going though He cares deeply.
This afternoon I dug the vege garden to be over. My back and legs are really feeling it – glad I did it though. Tomorrow Im going to go through it with the hoe breaking up big bits and weeding as I go.
Rules
You leave a comment on this post, and I’ll assign you a letter. You write about ten things you love that begin with your assigned letter, and post it at your place. When people comment on your list, you give them a letter, and the chain continues on and on.
My assigned letter is D from Precipitation
1.
DJ – Our Little Man
2.
Daddy – my boys daddy
3. 
daffodils – they speak to me of warmer Spring days and that Summer is just around the corner
4. 
Daybed – If I ever get rich enough I intend to get myself one of these – Ive always loved them
5. 
Driving
6.
Danielle Steele books I love almost all the books I have read of hers
7. [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0OySYqYFZk]
Neil Diamond still going strong and I like him LOUD
8. 
Doves and the peace that comes from knowing God
9. 
digital photography and capturing those special moments in my life
10. 
Diane one of my special bloggy friends. Although I have never met Diane she is a special lady. We have “‘known” each other for several years now and through her I have gotten to “know” her lovely family.
This morning I found an interesting new writers meme.
One of her writing prompts that interested me is the title to this post.
This had me going back to my very first blog. Which took some doing. Ive had several blogs over the last 3.5 years. My first friend and I dont blog to each other regularly anymore. In fact I dont think she is blogging anymore. However, we do say hi now and then on Facebook.
I sometimes visit the 2nd friend I had. She doesnt seem to answer my comments or visit me. Doesnt do much for a friendship.
I “meet” these friends though a Christian website we all were on. Its interesting looking back to my first blog. I was preggy with Our Little Man and finishing off my bachelor of early childhood education.
During the transition from my first blog to my 2nd one there seems to be a few months of posts missing. To the best of my knowledge I dont think Ive ever stopped blogging though. My 2nd blog seemed to allow me to make new friends. Not sure why or how. It was a bit more popular blog host. One explaination could be that over the years I have gone looking for more people to blog with.
The first 2 friends that Ive had since approx May 2006 are Amy and Melany.
Amy is a fellow New Zealander and we both blog and email regularly. She has 3 children, 1 being quite close in age to My Home Schooler. I find it interesting being her friend. Shes into retro things and she also blogs about places I know about like Auckland sometimes. These bring back memories of when I grew up there
Melany is from South Africa. I read her blog regularly. Her youngest is 2 months younger than Our Little Man. Its been interesting watching him growing up. I also enjoy reading about her older 2 boys and the achievements theyve had over the years. Melany is a keen photographer and I love looking at her photos
I am blessed to have these 2 wonderful bloggy friends and I look forward to many more years corresponding with them. I also value all the newer (prior to May 2006) friends I have made. I get such wonderful support, love and friendship from you all.

Our Little Man got the Kung Fu Panda dvd for Christmas and hes really into it
The other night he reckoned there was a monster in daddys office so he had daddy go and check it out
daddy did the kung fu moves too
with Our Little Man following up the rear – it turned into a very exciting game
Our Little Man also makes the noises
I was laying beside him the other night as he was falling asleep and he was wiggling in bed I asked him what he was doing – it was dark – then I guessed. He was doing the kung fu movements with his arms LOL
He also can spot a king fu panda poster from across the shop at The Warehouse
It seems he is not the only boy into this at the mo. I was reading my blog friends today and my bloggy friend’s son across the world is into it too